Today is a one-thing-at-a-time day. Once more burnout nips at my heels, with all the same old symptoms of unnecessary distractions and relentless online surfing and leaving important tasks to hang. Including eating. Ack. One step at a time, I have to figure out how to cut through the excuses and just -do- things, no matter what I'm feeling. Or how much Omi bothers me.
Low grade sort of thing, but that's where the tripping starts. I have things to look forward to, after all! Omi is bouncing all kinds of oddities at me, whilst I figure out how to pin him down. He's like in an in-between quantum state, high energy yet undefinable. I kind of like it, but you know me and obsessions.
He wants missions in RP. He has mentioned ß. But then, he's mentioned Satsuki, so... I don't know. He won't receive any confirmation on these plots till I'm finished with the plots at large ... which I so sorely owe people.
I'm a Moonflower. I only bloom at night and I'm pollinated by moths. Kinky, huh? This flower means "I dream of love" and I do. What bloom are you? by Polly_Snodgrass
I gonna go cheat now.
I'm a Pansy. The bloom of thought. Thoughts are my haven. I prefer solitude and quiet places so I can ponder uninterrupted. What bloom are you? by Polly_Snodgrass
The only thing better than a good AU is one which unabashedly and relentlessly creates angst, regardless of characters and relying precariously on plot. Don't read it. I'm up to the last bits of the New World Order. It's wrong. Dysfunctional was better. But damn... let's break this one! no, wait, let's break this one too! and then we'll make that one mad and then... we'll break him! oh wait, we have to put those two back together. teeears! more tears! oh, but it's time to break someone else!
*g* It's transparent as glass, but the plot really is well done. There's nothing like the simplicity of miscommunications and broody self-centered angst and the lovely Chekovian principle of earlier details coming into fruition as yummy pain. It's like Regency Romance! LOL. Except instead of class consciousness there's ... um... blood! Yay blood!
Vorbeiflitzen lives! Mwahaha. Now I have to go to schoo'. Damn. I really need to plan ahead more. Hrm, that means no laptop this afternoon, I need to grocery anyway.
Well, so much for playing last night. I guess I'll have to do something else with Omittchi. He still needs a roommate anyway ^^
.....you know Extreme Herder at Neopets? Easy NP? Well... in the first levels, those grey things on the side of the window...... they allow you to pop on the other side of the screen. O.o I didn't know that! But then they start to disappear right when you need it most. Ah well.
deep fried on a stick
cotton candy on my fingers, cowshit on my shoes
on the engineering demo all my bridges are falling down
orchids from my grandmother's garden
sheep are cute
giant gophers riding vans
the sun an orange spotlight behind the illumined rides
talking to my mom on the bus about how it fell apart
and the distant grace at the wetness in her eye
~60K of graphics :: Koani by
Alice in Wonderland :: Scorpion by Ushikai Background and buttons by Triple Orbit Graphics ~ Sadly it's no longer at its former website.