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2:01 AM ugh scared. pathetically horribly scared. terrified. and no, not of all the other shit going on, though it doesn't help. Somewhere in this blog, I woke up again. I worked so long to get that far. And now... even that's busted up. No trust, no security, no voice. How to turn a tiger into a mouse. For fuck's sake it's been three years. Doesn't stop me being scared. Paralyzed that no matter what I do, no matter how many friends I make, I will do something to lose them. I will shut them out. Again, again, again. Too scared to get out of it. After all, why the fuck should I trust anyone ever again? virgin blog :: love bite here
